Sunday, November 30, 2014

Drops of Memory --Part 1--

tak terasa 6 bulan telah berlalu sejak meninggalkan tanah air hahaha..many things happened yea.. banyak hal hal baru yang gue alami, hal yang tidak pernah gue alami sebelumnya, baik itu hal yang baik maupun yang buruk. 6 bulan ini gue banyak mengalami tanjakan" dalam kehidupan. ringtangan dan tantangan yang terkadang sangat berat dan membuat gue hampir menyerah. *but i survived* Tapi 6 bulan ini membuat saya sadar bahwa saya masih memiliki banyak hal yang saya tidak ketahui. saya masih belum matang dalam menghadapi segala sesuatu, membuat saya sadar mana yang benar dan mana yang salah. 6 bulan ini menyadarkan gue bahwa hal hal yang selama ini gue lalui hanyalah sebongkah kecil tantangan dalam kehidupan yang tidak ada apa apanya. tapi, berkat 6 bulan inilah, mata saya menjadi terbuka lebih lebar, pandangan saya bertambah luas, dan membuat gue makin dewasa dalam masalah kehidupan. just like said, let the experience become your teacher. time will keep flowing forward, the past will become memory while tomorrow remains a mystery. you get new acquitances, and starting to lose ur old friends. people come and go, and nothing’s gonna stay the same. and we all aware of that!! talking of this stuffs remind me of the "yin fu ban" moments, the moments we spend together for two months, from when we still feel soo "alien" to this whole new country. this moment turn everyone of us from nothing into everything. like giving all the nutrients to grow and let us have a strong roots to grow higher and higher. this moments gives us the feeling of togetherness and warmness, it is just like we are all one family. living on the same roof and having the same kind of activity everyday. Before, i think of it as the things that will only appear on the movies. but it do happen in my life, and iam so grateful for it. ahh~ i missed those momento~  yep i promised you before that i will write about my moments in "yinfuban" and sorry to tell you that because of my college i can’t find a time to write it. i even don’t have time to think of it. yin fu ban moments are the best best moments that i ever experienced in my life. so many moments happened in these two monthss that can’t be described in one post. hahaa.
maybe i will divided it into a few post hehehe... oke lets startoo---

now let’s us go back to the time when i was going to leave indonesia *brooommmm* *time machine sound* i don’t even know whether time machine emits sounds or not and sorry to tell u time machine  doesn’t even existt or... hasn’t (?) ? hahahahahahaa but i do believe in this time paradox stuffs jiakakaka! cut this crap out! or i’ll spend forever in writing this post hahaha

                      -26th june 2014-
       Kuala Namu International Airport

today, my very first time to leave indonesia all by myself. i dont know why but maybe today’s just not my day or maybe that i’m too nervous or minding too much of the every little crap. But the bad luck was happening into things one by one. i can’t sleep the night before, and i think it was just normal to get nervous the day before you left your family. in the dawn on 5 A.M me, mom, dad and bro went to the airport together. sis cant go because of the situation, but she did sent me off via phone. when arrived at the airport, the big yellow crowd has been gathered there. yeah we were asked to be in yellow so that we will recognize our own people easily. there were so many people that i don’t imagine they’ll be so much people going to taiwan together from medan. it is about 55 peoples will fight together in taiwan. beforehand we’ve been divided into the group of ten, so i was stucked into a group that consisted of only 2 men. sadly, the only men, which i believed could be my first step to get friends kept disappearing from our group, and it failed my plan *TAPP.. sound of the failed sign being stamped hard to my face* since the girls in my group has known each other so they keep stuck together, like nothin in the world can seperate their bond. now let’s move to the girl boss which is also my group’s leader. The girl that was known as the savior in luo lao shi tuition since she was one of the best reader and our trump card to ease the teacher’s temper. her reading skill is just exeptional. it is the typical tone that can let your heart rest in peace in the deepest place you can find for good. lololol... too god.. at first the only thought that passed in my mind about her is she has a big lips wkwkwk... *i think that has nothing to do with the reading* omg.. stop this bad habit of mine wkkwkwk.. i wonder if can she gulp the mic when she sings a high pitch tone XXD.. gyaaaa~ So, the conclusion is my group is made of all strange people *include me*. but fortunately i have my high school classmate with me in the group. titiannnn... since she is the only one i know from so many people out there. then, we are just gathered in group with our family beside also, and getting ready, waiting for all the preparation to be ok. everybody was having their last chat with their family before the leave. but at this time, i dunno what should i talk about with my family, since we are not an alay baley family, so we skipped the histeric and essentric part. i also forget to take a family picture and neither did my family hmmm... the only think i can remember is i let myself observing every scene in the gathering hall. trying to scan out people that i think i can make a friend with. looking at how they hugged their family so tight till the very last moment. seeing how our teacher managed all of our flight preparation since they are not going to send us to taiwan. we just went there together, without any guide, the only thing we gave were the people that will fetch we up at taiwan’s airport. i took my time observing everything and before i know it the time has come for us to check in huhuhu.. everybody started to part with their family, with sad expression, as if you just took away the favourite doll from a five years child. i also remember there were so many people cried at the time. but not with my family hahaa.. they sent me with a smile and an aggresive wave, and iam also smile back to them, happily. but also a lil bit sad since i wont be seeing them for quite a time. we went through the security check and entered the only passengers area but when i looked back, i was startled with a bizzare view.. it moved my heart at once, it was so beautiful, there were hundreds of hands, waving in harmonic from the second floor balcony which was still accesable for the non passengers, indeed, they were from our families’ it was like we are having alot of fans, sending us off happiliy. we all wave back to them and progressing to the place that was completely seperated. maybe the word seperated is not too suitable. but i dont care cause i started to feel hungry though that time, i only got some cereal at dawn since i cant consume much food in the early of the morning. so i decided to have a food in kuala lumpur since we were going to transit there for "three hours".

                     1 hours of flight
Medan====================KLumpur

i placed my tired self on one of the seat of the air plane after running vigorously chasing after the plane tight schedule. we all run like crazy through the long hall way heading towards the plane. i wonder why must they make this so long and complicated hallway just to make a path towards the airplane. it will just make more people missed the plane. 煩啦 (spell fan la) which mean ma huan si lah in hokkien hahaaa.. As usual, i scanned through the row of seats inside the airplane and realised that Air asia plane was so small.. there was only 6 seats in one row which was divided to 3 at the left and right. i sat at the first seat which was connected to the small hallway of the plane. And at that time i realised that the one that sat beside me was also medanese. he was from binjai precisely. Practically we were in the same tutor back in senior high but we never share a talk. and the same went between us for the next 1 hour of flight. we only said hi and i asked him whether he had had his breakfast yet. After that, a moment of awkwardness continued. The next sound i heard was the "Landing soon In Kuala lumpur international Airport" announcement. I took my belonging quickly and alight the plane. I went to where the girls were, whose were my groups. then we went to the international transfer area for transitting. suckly, the scanning system in Malay was too annoying and my scanning process was not going smoothly. First, they urged me to take off all my acceccories, but that not the main point, the most annoying part was they said I’ve got sharp appliance inside my hand carry and urge me to opened it. I struggled on unlocking my tons of locks of my handcarry -thanks to my dad- and started to unload my handcarry. The first thing out of it was a pack of tissue paper, continued with another pack of tissue and then another pack of tissue *again* till the loads inside my handcarry decreased by half. OMG iam so embarrased by it. not only all of my group were looking at me but also the other foreigner behind me. fortunately the next thing wasnt tissue anymore but two bottle of Sambal ABC yayy._. when the airport people saw it, they took them away from me huaaaa my treasuree, they said of it being exceed 250ml wthell ckckckk... i also unload a chinese dictionary then. i remember the foreigner behind me took my dict for a look and asked me in japanese whether it was a japanese dict or not. reflectly i answer them in japanese and said that it was chinese. lol i was distracted enough by the airport keeper and thanks to it the whole table was full with my stuff. Finally, the seed of the chaos has been discovered. do you know what it is that made me endure all of this occasion ha?!  and it was "JANGKA". congratulation to you jangka. You were the spotlight today *plok*plok*plok i could see all of my friends laughing at me mainly because of my piled up tissue papers._. i misplaced my jangka from my luggage to my hand carry, in case of that my jangka lost it needle "they just took away the needle" omg it’s not like i was going to terror the whole plane just with jangka alone. i would need a greater weapon in that case. ckckck.. after that i loaded my stuff again inside the bag together with the overloaded amount of embarassment that has been weighing my red cheek for quite a while. then we managed to enter the transfer area in the end. huff..OMG it was so tiring. needed to unpacked your belonging in public was not a joke haha._. Thanks to me my group has been left a far from the other groups. when we arrived at the waiting room, there isnt any single group waiting there. maybe they were wandering around the airport since we’ll have a transit for three hours *i hoped this is true* once again i sat there, and checking whether i didnt lost any of my stuff. i struggled with the wifi then and managed to connect in the end. I still have about 2 hours and 25 mins left so i decided to find some food since my stomach cant tolerate it anymore. i asked the other whether they want to go together or not. but nobody wanted so i decided to go alone and left my stuff in their care. i walked along the very long hallway to find some food stall or something. but all i could see was just waiting room and waiting room nothing else zzz.. suddenly after a long of searching i found myself having a stomach ache and need to go to rest room immediately. when i was inside the restroom *no need to explain the detail lol* my phone was vibrating inside my pocket. the pic in the screen indicating i was having a line call from titian which reminded me i can already use the wifi. not long another call entered and i answer it immediately. i was just away from them about 10 minutes, just what they want hahaha.. maybe they want to asked me to buy some food from them (?) but when i heard titian voice, i realised things was not as simple as that. merely it was more like a nightmare. after i heard it, quickly i rushed toward the waiting room. i was running like crazy back towards the long hallway. every scene beside me has turned blur thanks to my fast speed. my body heat started to produce sweat which made thing even more dramatic. i would lost my breath not long after i arrived at our waiting room. i scanned through the room to find my friends, *wiping all of my sweats, posing half standing and gasping like someone who has just being pressed out of roller coaster, at that time, for the first time in forever, i felt like an actor shooting an mv, in foreign country. loll! heyy!! this is not the time for this* But it was empty already as well as all my belongings. there was no one in the room anymore. it was just everybody has left the room. i rushed toward the service and asked about my flight. whatt??!!! they said that my flight was going to board soon. i need to be fast or else i will be late. there was no time to be thinking anymore. there was no time to choose out any logical theory to explain all of this situation. All i know now is rushing toward the plane quickly. and yeah, i am having a second round. another out-of-breath happened to me as i arrived right in front of the airplane door. it was by the time they are going to close the door.. just OMG i barely made it. a second later means good bye to taiwan. i gasping hardly as i looked face to face with the pilot in front of me and give him the *mission accomplished* look. acting cool and walking elegantly into the plane hahaha... i dont care about my look anymore. i bet i must look more or less like some crazy begging for life. or some lady whom has just been in super hair-pulling fight. but none of that matter to me anymore. as i was inside the airplane right now, i was safe, i was not late for my flight, my friends belonging was safe too and more importantly has my hot seat waiting for me releashing all of the tiredness since morning, with the welcoming atmospher. i wish to make my another 4 hours of flight an extraordinary one. i hope :))

--------------to be continued------------

I’M LEGAL!

hahahahahaaa.. finally i’m legal now... this is my first time turning the new pages far away from hometown. at first, i thought that this will become a cold and lonely birthday, but thanks to TITIKS i had a blast!!! FYI TITIK is a 9 members group that was formed in taipei about 4 months ago. we spent our time together, going to a new place, exploring the taipei city until we got seperated to our own university. although we got seperated from eac n other, but we still have the strong bond that keep us together. hehe so TITIK’S, once again thanks to all of you for making my day into a lovely one. hahahaa.. although we only communicated via oovoo but i can feel the closeness between us hahahaa...
i hope in my 18 birthday i can become  stronger and wiser. decrease the amount of galau and pessimism. i hope that i can stay postive and love my architecture school and then can survive until i get my own architecture title. wish me luck! and wish me can love architecture even more!! :D  明天會更好!加油!