I GOT BUSTED!!!

People says you'll get fired for doing mistake three times during your internship, and for the first time in forever, I was very relieved that I am NOT an intern right now. or else i'd need to bid a farewell towards my current part-time job. Yeah, I am a part-timer right now, believe it or not, and during my first month of work I have did three big mistakes. This explains everything why i'm glad for not being an intern. LOL


Just now, I just filled my third slot of the "SIN's CARD". oh my god! I finally got the idea of "how being caught as a burglar" was. and this is how everything started///////


I was in the shift for closing the shop today, and after getting ready to close, I started  to check and recheck again, whether there's still something left-out. yah mungkin karena pikiran yang berlebihan, ditambah dengan beban yang terus menerus menghantui untuk tidak berbuat kesalahan, guenya yang malah makin mencari gara". everything is fine until I was standing by the bus stop, waiting for the bus that has yet to come. In that moment, my mind started to move again, checking and checking again, finding the mistake that wasn't exist. As the result, I started to create a mist in my memory and blurred everything. my mind told me that I haven't locked the second layer door. and thanks to the shitty bus that still not coming. I decided to go back to the shop.




Arrived there, I saw the annoying " ai ai " who runs the food stall behind the shop. more over because they just blame me for broking their dining table because I am unknowingly closing the gate from inside. detailnya, gue yang berada didalam toko, supaya merasa lebih aman buat memasukan seluruh uang kedalam brankas, gue duluan menurunkan gerbang besi dengan remote jarak jauh. how am I supposed to know that you put your table under the gate right. ckckck... I have done the same act multiple times before, and everything is just fine as they were. so it's your very own fault for putting your table over our boundary. Haiya..


because of that, i quickly turn on the remote, and pull-up the gate. and this where everything happens, the security alarm suddenly buzzed shrilly, and all the red lights flickered vigorously, like the ball-lamp in the disco. AS IF.
I dizzied for a while, and frantically manage to get a better grasp of my keys. I remember the keys keep jumping and sliding on my palms like a geyser in Yellowstone. immediately, I place the round
-shaped key on the sensor. in flash everything went silent, like a dead city, as if nothing crazy just storm that area. This didn't last long, in seconds, another crazy sound broke the silence. I believe it comes from the shop's telephone. I ignore all the eyes behind my back and rush to the source. I saw "Bao Quan" words filling the telephone screen "which mean Security". quickly i press the answer key and put it between my ear, which still adapting from all the crazy sound. "im so sorry, i pressed the wrong button", that was the very first word that come out from my mouth as soon as i answer the phone. the conversation go on in Chinese, which i don't feel like to write out. the security insisted my data and ask for my branch manager name. hopefully i knew my branch manager new name, since she just changed it into a new one. i blurted out the word in havoc. and the conversation ended with me saying another sorry to them. gratefully, everything went smoothly. I felt like someone who has just being lifted from all the charge. i could felt into my knees anytime, when i remember my only reason to be back here in the first place. and you see, everything has been locked safely!! and i was back here for no reason, instead making another trouble. haiyaa.. on my way home, after checking for the million times, i felt the vibration from my phone, and found a line notification from my branch manager. i explained shortly to her. iam sure i will get the full version of her lecture when i go to work. Oh no... whyyy.. i am so embarrassed. they must be playing the cctv tomorrow and look at how i did yesterday. ._. arrgghh!!.. mistake,,, mistake, and mistake... i hate that. but this kind of experience is really hard to get.. i kind of fun though.. and now the only thought going through my mind is how am i going to show up in front of her, and where should i put my face when i do so.. HAHAHAHA


So the message of this story is never forget to deactivate the security sensor before opening the gate, nor activate the sensor after you have close it. cckck
i shouldn't have to worry about the safety of the store, where they themselves have this strict security in the first place.. But yeah,, thumbs up for the speed of the security in managing the trouble.. this what differ Taiwan from Indonesia hahahaha...

Summer's Vent

Hollaa~... I am back again~ ketemu lagi dengan saya, alien, dari daerah tak terdefenisi, melaporkan..

Gue sudah menghabiskan 1/4 dari liburan musim panas gue. yang mana terisi dengan rutinitas ala ala orang kantoran. Bangun pagi----kerja----tidur. Beginilah tipikal liburan gue sampai detik ini.

Actually, I've got a real long lists of plans of "what should I do" during my summer break, far before when I am still struggling finishing my first year. that time, I really have the beautiful images of my summer breaks. "you know I am really good at this field". BUT everything is ruined as soon as I heard about my summer break homework(s). The only reason I looked toward this summer break so bad was because the fact of which I could escape from my archi-torture routines for a while, and of course I was fed-up of my classmates. But... but.. why... why should this happen to me.. huee.. kenapaa gue masih musti mendapatkan pekerjaan rumah bahkan disaat liburan, yang mana jumlahnya yg tak karuan.. at first, I am started to accept this, but as my summer break loading~ I become more and more aware of how precious, how sparse, this summer break is. I really should fill this summer holiday with the activity I wanted to do. but unfortunately, it is hard to accomplished. I have been bond by the archi-torture. ckckck... oh god... how great my will to quit this major instantly. only if I could .___.

Semakin dipikirin, semakin ga terima. gue itu macem ditakdirkan buat sendiri gitu rasanya. rasanya itu gue semakin jauh dan dijauhkan dari kehidupan social. it can't be help, gue rasanya ga cocok banget ma temen kelas" gue. rasanya gue macem terasingkan dari komunitas. dan hebatnya gini gini gue berhasil melewatkan satu tahun disana. dimana tiap hari dikelas hanya sendiri. yang tiap saat terlintas dipikiran hanyalah pulang pulang dan pulang...
ga tahan rasanya berlama lama disana, sambilan melihat temen" kelas u yang akrab satu sama lain, kecuali u. Sehebat apapun elu, bakalan kagak betah. Gue mendingan ngehabisin waktu gue sendiri, dibanding musti ngehabisan waktu di keramaian orang yang ga guna buat loe. dan beginilah hari hari gue selama setahun disini. anyways, as long as I still get the knowledge and skill from the teacher. who cares.. I am only need to pull through another 3 years. it is just a short time, and I am sure I am gonna make it. I don't have any reason to lose from them. I am better than them and that's the point.


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next, junior" yang ikut terdampar ke tempat ini juga akan segera menyusuli kita kita yang sudah terlanjur terdampar. i don't know whether should i congratulate them or pity them..iam sure some of them will regret of coming here.. if i have a choice. i will choose western country instead of Asian.. i think i am more suitable with western lifestyle. Maybe in my previous life, i was a western?? but really, i love western far better than Asian. ckckck..
I hope that I will get junior in architecture, ofc from medan! I don't want juniors from other area.. I mean it!! but when I chatted with one of the candidates, he said that my school don't have any blank seat for them to enter.. SHIT!! I hope this is not fvking real!! i hope the seat will be available for them. I Do need FRIENDS!!! WOAWOAOWAOWAO.. Just don't tell me I won't have any junior this year.. DOOM sudah kalo ga ada.. pasrah aja aku.. melambay lambay saja.. ckckck...

Ohh.. how I miss the old times. when I still got so many friends to play with.. but now.. i have lost them one by one.. am i going to end up alone again?? really... alone?? please don't!! it's really miserable. to be alone in this crowded earth.. . . .. . . . . . . .____.



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Read Read and Read

Question, how will u feel, when you have write a text so long you could puke, and the only response is the read bar that popped out beside the text. Rasanya nyesek banget ga sih, ketika elu uda capek" ngomong  trus responsnya cuma di read doang. Apalagi pas elu lagi butuh banget tempat buat melepaskan kepenatan" hidup, ketika elu lagi butuh seseorang buat elu ngobrol, dan .... *read*
W.T.H. rasanya itu pengen banget nge curse, pengen banget nge-nimpuk itu orang pake popok basi, apa apaan ini orang minta di gapar ato apa. but di lain sisi rasanya menyedihkan banget, so pity, bahwa elu macem ga dianggap, ato text u tuh ga worth banget buat di balas, itu di read pun karena ga sengaja kebuka.

Lets move to other perspective, how does it feel to read only the texts somebody send to you without replying them. Elu mungkin bakalan merasa it okay, 沒差啦, ato mungkin rasanya bahagia sampai melayang", tapi ketika elu berada di situasi tersebut, elu tidak menyadari bahwa disisi lain, orang tersebut sedang menunggu" balasan dari u. Even just haha wkwk is better than *read* although you just pretended to be. At least you show ur care. Fake or not

Itulah yang setiap kali kurasakan. Rasanya mcem gado gado yang ketumpahan ke dalam es campur. Rasanya seperti kebakar, ga tau elu musti padamin api elu, ato let the fire burn within you. Honestly, gue merupakan orang yang lumayan sering banget di read. Setiap kali gue di read selalu berusaha untuk memikirkan yg postif, or just assume apa yg barusan gue ketik itu bacotan yg ga penting banget, so just let it be. But, cant i be selfish for just this time. I just dont like being read, moreover when you write something which u expected so bad for a reply. Yeah just that. You'll understand somehow.

Okay, cerita lainnya, gue sudah mulai menjadi parttimer, gue kerjanya di sejenis toko indo yang beroperasi di taiwan. Yeah, not bad lah.. Iam quite enjoying this job, although the first few days were not really fluent. But beginning always been the hardest part of adaptation, right.
Kerja disini lumyan ribet sih, soalnya elunya musti merangkap menjadi kasir, sekaligus gudang, pengiriman kargo ke indo, pengiriman uang philipin, indo, dan vietnam, bagian alat" elektronik dll. Semua itu bagian lu. Ga da kata, elu bagian ini ini ini, elu ini ini. But all. Awalnya yah pas belajar itu ribet banget soalnya banyak banget yg mesti diingat. Dan yang paling penting itu kasir, pengiriman uang sama kargo. Cause of ur mot carefull enough, elunya sendiri tang bakalan nombok sendiri. Apalagi pas rame, dan elu kewalahan membagi tugas mana yang musti elu kerjakan terlebih dahulu. Persentase kesalahannya meningkat drastis.
I almost lost 12400NTD, which is about 6millions in rupiah, because i did alittle error int he transfering process, even the central HQ can't track, what phase im wrong at. But hopefully, i myself realised my wrong, and changed it quickly. It brought havoc in the entire shop, and ofc a jolt through my body. Ckckck.. I gotta be more carefull next time.
This is the consequency if this job, but you will get alot of useful(?) experiences from here.

I work with other 2 co-workers. One is a parttimer like me, but one year more senior. And the branch manager. We were divided into two shift 8-5 12-8. Since the 12-8 only need one people, and i still can't keep the store alone at night, so i was put into the morning shift as my branch manager. Yah ada keuntungann dan kerugian pastinya bekerja dengan rekan cewek. Apalagi pas shift pagi, jujur sampai sekarang itu gue masih merasa aura" tertekan kalo berduaan sama managernya. Soalnya moodnya itu suka goyang, yah elu taulah cew, rada gaje. Alhasil gue selalu stay quiet sampe dia sndri yg mulai bersuara. Soalnya dia banyak pekerjaan yang musti diseleasaikan sblm toko di buat, so i dont have the gut to bother her. Rasanya macem lagi berhadapan dengan apa gtu. But overall orangnya baik kok.. Cuma agak mengerikan lol..

And to tell u, the presence of male in my working area is really limited, almost none. And you know what, i got a gay customer. I dont realise it at first until my branch manager said that the guy really like me. Omg.. Thanks to that, he never absent for a day, and come to the store. Just for a chit chat or what.  Omg.. Parahnya lagi, orangnya udah lumayan tua.. Zzz am i that popular between gay? Ckck.. Something yah.. Wkwkwkwk

Yah yah yah.. Aside from all of this, my sleeping routines has turned incredible. I wakrme up at 630 and sleep at 11 everyday.. What an healty life huahahahaha..