Hollaa~... I am back again~ ketemu lagi dengan saya, alien, dari daerah tak terdefenisi, melaporkan..
Gue sudah menghabiskan 1/4 dari liburan musim panas gue. yang mana terisi dengan rutinitas ala ala orang kantoran. Bangun pagi----kerja----tidur. Beginilah tipikal liburan gue sampai detik ini.
Actually, I've got a real long lists of plans of "what should I do" during my summer break, far before when I am still struggling finishing my first year. that time, I really have the beautiful images of my summer breaks. "you know I am really good at this field". BUT everything is ruined as soon as I heard about my summer break homework(s). The only reason I looked toward this summer break so bad was because the fact of which I could escape from my archi-torture routines for a while, and of course I was fed-up of my classmates. But... but.. why... why should this happen to me.. huee.. kenapaa gue masih musti mendapatkan pekerjaan rumah bahkan disaat liburan, yang mana jumlahnya yg tak karuan.. at first, I am started to accept this, but as my summer break loading~ I become more and more aware of how precious, how sparse, this summer break is. I really should fill this summer holiday with the activity I wanted to do. but unfortunately, it is hard to accomplished. I have been bond by the archi-torture. ckckck... oh god... how great my will to quit this major instantly. only if I could .___.
Semakin dipikirin, semakin ga terima. gue itu macem ditakdirkan buat sendiri gitu rasanya. rasanya itu gue semakin jauh dan dijauhkan dari kehidupan social. it can't be help, gue rasanya ga cocok banget ma temen kelas" gue. rasanya gue macem terasingkan dari komunitas. dan hebatnya gini gini gue berhasil melewatkan satu tahun disana. dimana tiap hari dikelas hanya sendiri. yang tiap saat terlintas dipikiran hanyalah pulang pulang dan pulang...
ga tahan rasanya berlama lama disana, sambilan melihat temen" kelas u yang akrab satu sama lain, kecuali u. Sehebat apapun elu, bakalan kagak betah. Gue mendingan ngehabisin waktu gue sendiri, dibanding musti ngehabisan waktu di keramaian orang yang ga guna buat loe. dan beginilah hari hari gue selama setahun disini. anyways, as long as I still get the knowledge and skill from the teacher. who cares.. I am only need to pull through another 3 years. it is just a short time, and I am sure I am gonna make it. I don't have any reason to lose from them. I am better than them and that's the point.
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next, junior" yang ikut terdampar ke tempat ini juga akan segera menyusuli kita kita yang sudah terlanjur terdampar. i don't know whether should i congratulate them or pity them..iam sure some of them will regret of coming here.. if i have a choice. i will choose western country instead of Asian.. i think i am more suitable with western lifestyle. Maybe in my previous life, i was a western?? but really, i love western far better than Asian. ckckck..
I hope that I will get junior in architecture, ofc from medan! I don't want juniors from other area.. I mean it!! but when I chatted with one of the candidates, he said that my school don't have any blank seat for them to enter.. SHIT!! I hope this is not fvking real!! i hope the seat will be available for them. I Do need FRIENDS!!! WOAWOAOWAOWAO.. Just don't tell me I won't have any junior this year.. DOOM sudah kalo ga ada.. pasrah aja aku.. melambay lambay saja.. ckckck...
Ohh.. how I miss the old times. when I still got so many friends to play with.. but now.. i have lost them one by one.. am i going to end up alone again?? really... alone?? please don't!! it's really miserable. to be alone in this crowded earth.. . . .. . . . . . . .____.
--------------------------------------------------2015/7/20 (10.32 P.M)--------------------------------------------
Gue sudah menghabiskan 1/4 dari liburan musim panas gue. yang mana terisi dengan rutinitas ala ala orang kantoran. Bangun pagi----kerja----tidur. Beginilah tipikal liburan gue sampai detik ini.
Actually, I've got a real long lists of plans of "what should I do" during my summer break, far before when I am still struggling finishing my first year. that time, I really have the beautiful images of my summer breaks. "you know I am really good at this field". BUT everything is ruined as soon as I heard about my summer break homework(s). The only reason I looked toward this summer break so bad was because the fact of which I could escape from my archi-torture routines for a while, and of course I was fed-up of my classmates. But... but.. why... why should this happen to me.. huee.. kenapaa gue masih musti mendapatkan pekerjaan rumah bahkan disaat liburan, yang mana jumlahnya yg tak karuan.. at first, I am started to accept this, but as my summer break loading~ I become more and more aware of how precious, how sparse, this summer break is. I really should fill this summer holiday with the activity I wanted to do. but unfortunately, it is hard to accomplished. I have been bond by the archi-torture. ckckck... oh god... how great my will to quit this major instantly. only if I could .___.
Semakin dipikirin, semakin ga terima. gue itu macem ditakdirkan buat sendiri gitu rasanya. rasanya itu gue semakin jauh dan dijauhkan dari kehidupan social. it can't be help, gue rasanya ga cocok banget ma temen kelas" gue. rasanya gue macem terasingkan dari komunitas. dan hebatnya gini gini gue berhasil melewatkan satu tahun disana. dimana tiap hari dikelas hanya sendiri. yang tiap saat terlintas dipikiran hanyalah pulang pulang dan pulang...
ga tahan rasanya berlama lama disana, sambilan melihat temen" kelas u yang akrab satu sama lain, kecuali u. Sehebat apapun elu, bakalan kagak betah. Gue mendingan ngehabisin waktu gue sendiri, dibanding musti ngehabisan waktu di keramaian orang yang ga guna buat loe. dan beginilah hari hari gue selama setahun disini. anyways, as long as I still get the knowledge and skill from the teacher. who cares.. I am only need to pull through another 3 years. it is just a short time, and I am sure I am gonna make it. I don't have any reason to lose from them. I am better than them and that's the point.
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next, junior" yang ikut terdampar ke tempat ini juga akan segera menyusuli kita kita yang sudah terlanjur terdampar. i don't know whether should i congratulate them or pity them..iam sure some of them will regret of coming here.. if i have a choice. i will choose western country instead of Asian.. i think i am more suitable with western lifestyle. Maybe in my previous life, i was a western?? but really, i love western far better than Asian. ckckck..
I hope that I will get junior in architecture, ofc from medan! I don't want juniors from other area.. I mean it!! but when I chatted with one of the candidates, he said that my school don't have any blank seat for them to enter.. SHIT!! I hope this is not fvking real!! i hope the seat will be available for them. I Do need FRIENDS!!! WOAWOAOWAOWAO.. Just don't tell me I won't have any junior this year.. DOOM sudah kalo ga ada.. pasrah aja aku.. melambay lambay saja.. ckckck...
Ohh.. how I miss the old times. when I still got so many friends to play with.. but now.. i have lost them one by one.. am i going to end up alone again?? really... alone?? please don't!! it's really miserable. to be alone in this crowded earth.. . . .. . . . . . . .____.
--------------------------------------------------2015/7/20 (10.32 P.M)--------------------------------------------
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