Read Read and Read

Question, how will u feel, when you have write a text so long you could puke, and the only response is the read bar that popped out beside the text. Rasanya nyesek banget ga sih, ketika elu uda capek" ngomong  trus responsnya cuma di read doang. Apalagi pas elu lagi butuh banget tempat buat melepaskan kepenatan" hidup, ketika elu lagi butuh seseorang buat elu ngobrol, dan .... *read*
W.T.H. rasanya itu pengen banget nge curse, pengen banget nge-nimpuk itu orang pake popok basi, apa apaan ini orang minta di gapar ato apa. but di lain sisi rasanya menyedihkan banget, so pity, bahwa elu macem ga dianggap, ato text u tuh ga worth banget buat di balas, itu di read pun karena ga sengaja kebuka.

Lets move to other perspective, how does it feel to read only the texts somebody send to you without replying them. Elu mungkin bakalan merasa it okay, 沒差啦, ato mungkin rasanya bahagia sampai melayang", tapi ketika elu berada di situasi tersebut, elu tidak menyadari bahwa disisi lain, orang tersebut sedang menunggu" balasan dari u. Even just haha wkwk is better than *read* although you just pretended to be. At least you show ur care. Fake or not

Itulah yang setiap kali kurasakan. Rasanya mcem gado gado yang ketumpahan ke dalam es campur. Rasanya seperti kebakar, ga tau elu musti padamin api elu, ato let the fire burn within you. Honestly, gue merupakan orang yang lumayan sering banget di read. Setiap kali gue di read selalu berusaha untuk memikirkan yg postif, or just assume apa yg barusan gue ketik itu bacotan yg ga penting banget, so just let it be. But, cant i be selfish for just this time. I just dont like being read, moreover when you write something which u expected so bad for a reply. Yeah just that. You'll understand somehow.

Okay, cerita lainnya, gue sudah mulai menjadi parttimer, gue kerjanya di sejenis toko indo yang beroperasi di taiwan. Yeah, not bad lah.. Iam quite enjoying this job, although the first few days were not really fluent. But beginning always been the hardest part of adaptation, right.
Kerja disini lumyan ribet sih, soalnya elunya musti merangkap menjadi kasir, sekaligus gudang, pengiriman kargo ke indo, pengiriman uang philipin, indo, dan vietnam, bagian alat" elektronik dll. Semua itu bagian lu. Ga da kata, elu bagian ini ini ini, elu ini ini. But all. Awalnya yah pas belajar itu ribet banget soalnya banyak banget yg mesti diingat. Dan yang paling penting itu kasir, pengiriman uang sama kargo. Cause of ur mot carefull enough, elunya sendiri tang bakalan nombok sendiri. Apalagi pas rame, dan elu kewalahan membagi tugas mana yang musti elu kerjakan terlebih dahulu. Persentase kesalahannya meningkat drastis.
I almost lost 12400NTD, which is about 6millions in rupiah, because i did alittle error int he transfering process, even the central HQ can't track, what phase im wrong at. But hopefully, i myself realised my wrong, and changed it quickly. It brought havoc in the entire shop, and ofc a jolt through my body. Ckckck.. I gotta be more carefull next time.
This is the consequency if this job, but you will get alot of useful(?) experiences from here.

I work with other 2 co-workers. One is a parttimer like me, but one year more senior. And the branch manager. We were divided into two shift 8-5 12-8. Since the 12-8 only need one people, and i still can't keep the store alone at night, so i was put into the morning shift as my branch manager. Yah ada keuntungann dan kerugian pastinya bekerja dengan rekan cewek. Apalagi pas shift pagi, jujur sampai sekarang itu gue masih merasa aura" tertekan kalo berduaan sama managernya. Soalnya moodnya itu suka goyang, yah elu taulah cew, rada gaje. Alhasil gue selalu stay quiet sampe dia sndri yg mulai bersuara. Soalnya dia banyak pekerjaan yang musti diseleasaikan sblm toko di buat, so i dont have the gut to bother her. Rasanya macem lagi berhadapan dengan apa gtu. But overall orangnya baik kok.. Cuma agak mengerikan lol..

And to tell u, the presence of male in my working area is really limited, almost none. And you know what, i got a gay customer. I dont realise it at first until my branch manager said that the guy really like me. Omg.. Thanks to that, he never absent for a day, and come to the store. Just for a chit chat or what.  Omg.. Parahnya lagi, orangnya udah lumayan tua.. Zzz am i that popular between gay? Ckck.. Something yah.. Wkwkwkwk

Yah yah yah.. Aside from all of this, my sleeping routines has turned incredible. I wakrme up at 630 and sleep at 11 everyday.. What an healty life huahahahaha..