How will you feel??

Have u ever ate alone in the middle of the crowd, all by yourself, when everybody around you is having their food with their beloved one, with friends,or family?? if you're in that condition, how will you feel? will you feel lonely? intimidated? excited(?)? or maybe feel like the dumbest person ever-exist?? hahaa

well, i did go through that situation, on the day when i supposed to go to tuition, i went straight to the mall instead, haha why?? i may not the type of a slacker "maybe a lil yea" lol but because of the bus i rode stuck in a traffic, i became late for tuition and.. since my tuition's teacher is a killer-bee, i can't find my gut where ever i searched for it to go to the tuition at that time. but that's not the only reason, it's also because most people in my tuition are still a stranger to me.. i just can't use 5cm make-up for covering my face to defend against all those sharp yet intimidating eyes when the teacher scold me, it won't stand a chance, but it's worth trying.. maybe next time wkwkwk

when i arrived at the mall, i find myself craving for waffle so i decided to have some at fountain, it was so crowded that time, luckily i'm the only single person and wth, i want to get a seat at the corner where i can turn invincible but... the only available seat is on the middle OMG WHY??

finally i ordered waffle and an ice cream, when i waited for the food, i decided to draw my attention to my cellphone to avoid the uneasy feeling of being alone in the middle of crowd, *never forget to add "in the middle of the crowd" word*, haha that's when i realized my cellphone has gone low-bat, i must not mess with it anymore unless i want to pass the night at the mall. and my time of being a crazy person started here, i looked-through at my surrounding and changed a look with others so frequent made me felt like being stared by them. it's like the waiting is gonna last forever haih.., and when the food came, another surprise came to me.. i'm just too good at choosing food that the topping on my waffle is the same as my ice-cream.. Zzzz.. i struggled a lot with the food, and at last i can't finish the ice cream. i think if i continue to eat it, i'm going to throw-up.. it's yuck..

Haiz.. i think the others will see me as a crazy or a guy that has just being dumped by her girlfriend lol and as for relieving his stress, he ordered and ate that kind of dish all by himself, in the middle of the crowd,*again*  haha, while throwing-out his memories with her as the food slowly entered his mouth.. hahahaha.... ohyea and then leaving up a little left-over hoping that the girl heart will melt like the ice and come back to him again.. and they live happily ever after..  my imagination has gone wild wwkwkwk..