HAPPY NEW YEAR 2016

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2016

New year, New me, New Resolution, Everything new.

Throw away the OLD me who use to stress a lot about everything. Keep away from whining and stay away from any negative influence. 

I have to be a lot stronger than I had been before, no more the lazy me, the prof procrastinator. I need to be more grateful instead of complaining about every simple thing. Have to be more mature and wiser in everything. Not easily affected by negatives and become unmotivated anymore. And most of all, judge less and compare less. just take the positives and sway away all the negatives. 

Truth to be told, It is 2016 now. time just goes away so fast I couldn't let my eyes rest even for a bit. Well, let's hope I remember to change everything to 2016 and 105 (Taiwan year). I just couldn't believe that 2015 is no longer there. Well, what I really mean was "I just couldn't believe that I had suffered all through 2015". 2015 was not a really nice year for me, yeah it was like I was swimming through the quicksand while the spectators kept giving the "drown you b!tch" look. 

That year really sucked out my life source like air. I went through a lot of obstacles, I got unmotived 24/7, suffered through my depression and managed to snap out from it, but it still ticking like a time-bomb ready to KA-BOOM anytime. Fortunately,  I get to learn a lot from this year. "People said once you undergo massive troubles and manage to overcome them, you'll be revived even stronger than before. Yeah, though I still have myriad problems to work with, but I never felt much better. 

As for the Good news in this beginning of the year, I'm Positive and decided to fight again for architecture. Of course, it must be a really tough way to go. Even now I am shaking just thinking about that. I am preparing towards what would happen, I have to be much stronger and persistent. This is my choice, no regret is permitted, and I sure there won't be any regret (I hope). I learnt there isn't wrong with being unmotivated, no wrong for being gloomy, you just have to let it be sometimes. In 2016, I have to change all my bad habits and lifestyle which affect my college life, well some if not all. I hope I get to deal with all of my problems before next semester starts. Also, get the strength and motivation whenever I feel like to give up.

Last but no least, Wish you guys, once again, a very Happy New Year!!!