Yolidehio~

Haloo halo halo halo haloo semuaa.. Hahahaha okay.. The truth is i miss all of u esehh.. It has entered the third week since i came back to Taiwan. The good news is that saya telah mulai terbiasa dengan kehidupan disini, bahkan jauh lebih terbiasa dibandingkan semester kemaren. Yes, as u know, last semester is a doom, hanya memikirkannya dapat membuat saya tertawa terbahak", melihat betapa bodohnya saya, betapa lugu dan polosnya saya, sebagai seorang murid dari luar, yang tidak mengerti dengan bahasa bahasa alien yang dilontarkan terus menerus bagaikan meriam di medan perang. Saya, yang berusaha setengah mati mengejar ketertinggalan saya, baik dalam bahasa, maupun dalam pelajaran di universitas. Ketebalan muka saya yang dipaksakan buat dipertebal setiap saya melakukan hal yang bodoh tanpa gue sadari.. Hufftt all of that just leave me some unforgettable impression and experience on how struggling i am trying to be part of them. Yah although i am still far away for being on par with them, but at least i am mentally prepared better than last semester. Maybe this is also because i get the nicest studio design teacher, but i don't care. Importantly, i can feel strong in my adaptation period, and can keep going on this major. Because one thing i have learnt after reading so many motivational quotation when i am feeling so broke down is that i am not really been in the wrong department, it is just the way i use for thinking, my perspective were wrong. I just haven't been used to this department, not because i don't have the ability to do so. And this idea alone, let me have a better foundation on keep fighting for this. I have ever thought of changing my major, but i think that every major has it own difficulties, and what then if i move to an easier department? I think i will just end up having regrets and having the empty feeling for not doing the thing i like just for the idea of escaping all of this reality. Hahahaa.. I think that i have become a more positive person, and i hope i will also when i was having the hard time.
Talking about homesick, saya rasa ini bukanlah suatu hal yang mengherankan, dan juga bukanlah suatu hal yang mesti di tertawakan. Because whereever u are as long as u were distant from ur family, hal ini akan merangkak pelan pelan menghampirimu, menunggu waktu yang tepat untuk menyerangmu disaat kamu sedang berada di suatu kondisi yang rentan. Actually, i still have so many to talk about but it is already so late here, and i need to wake up early and doing my models tomorrow..
Okay good luck!! And fightingg!!! Yossh!!!