Fate

Its been a long dayy without you my friend~ and i tell you all about it when i see you again..

When will i see you again ? .....
When . . ..?? ?

Terkadang, saya bertanya tanya, what is fate? Just what is fate? Hanya sebuah kata sederhana yang terdiri dari 4 kata namun memiliki sejuta makna yang dalam.
Fate, yang mnghubungkan seluruh hubungan dan kejadian yang ada di dunia ini.
Fate, yang membuat saya bertemu dengan orang tua saya, saudara" saya bahkan teman teman saya.
Fate, yang terus menhalangi saya buat bertemu dgn orang yang mungkin perlu saya temui ataupun tak seharusnya saya temui.
Fate, yang membuat anda sekalian sekarang ini membaca tulisan ga penting saya.

Akhir-akhir ini saya barusan menghabiskan drama korea yang berjudul healer, yeah overall, i love it! Saya terkagum dengan jalan ceritanya yang menghubungkan kejadian kejadian dimasa lalu dengan kejadian sekarang. Saya suka dengan bagaimana mereka bermain dengan kata "fate" ini. Dimana pemeran utama wanita yang bertemu secara tidak sengaja dengan pemeran utama pria dimasa depan, ternyata merupakan teman akrab bermain saat kecil.
After watching this movie, saya mulai kembali teringat dengan masa masa kecil saya, masa masa dimana saya memiliki teman sepermainan yang hampir saya lupakan, masa masa yang telah kabur dan menjadi suatu bekas yang menetapi masa kecil ku.
Okay lets start from here, when i was small, back from the time before i could get a vivid memory of it, all i could remember is i was still very small that time, when i was still an innocent boy where everybody call me a cutie or whatever hahahahaha.
As i have ever said before, i didnt get many friends when i was small, i am the typical of kids that play by himself, alone, at home, with some toys and video games, they are indeed my best friends :)
It is not like iam a anti social kid, the victim of abusing or whatever it is. It was just because my brother, sister, neighbours are not in their age to play with me anymore, so it left me no choice.
Thats when i meet a girl, a year younger from me, she is my neighbour causin, i meet her when i was visiting my neighbour for some cakes, the lady beside my house is really good with cakes and she likes to invite me for some when whenever she make one, i always licks the plate shining without any track of the cream hahahaa.. I found out that the girl often visiting that place and like to play with the lady's daughter, that when we knew each other and started to play together. She often visit my house or i will visit my neighbour house, the reason i never visit hers cause she has a sick sister in her house that passed away not long after i knew her. My days has turned so happy and lively after i had friend to tag along with, and as day goes by, we becomes best friend. People often make us up as a couple, teasing us around, but after all we are still a clueless kid that knows nothing about love hahhaa..
Unfortunately for me, these days werent last for long, after a month of her sister's death, thier family decided to sell their current house and find another atmosphere. She just left without goodbye, and my neighbour said they were moving to another town :(.
After her leaving, my days turned into my usual and as time goes by i started to forget about her existence. I couldnt help it, what do u expect from the memory of 5/6 years old kid?? Even if you ask me know, i cant even manage to get some images of her in my head, it is like she as disappear completely leaving only memories behind.
I heard she ever visitied my neighbour once a year, but i never managed to meet her, all i know about her was from my parents description after meeting her, like she has turned into such a beauty lah, she cut her hair short lah.
Hmmm... 12 years have passed, we must have changed alot that we wont recognize each other when we meet on street. Maybe we will just get that electrical sting or whatever hahaha..
I just wondering what is she doing now, how is she, does she still remember me? She must have finished her high school and starting preparing for college. I know i can easily get her contact from my neighbour, but iam such a coward to do it and i know we will be a complete stranger even if we meet again. So i decided to just leave it to "fate". If we are destined to meet each other again, then we will, right? Hahahaha

Kadang saya terkagum kagum dengan yang namanya "fate". Fate bisa mendatangkan sesuatu yang tak terduga yang bahkan tak dapat kamu bayangkan. It has vast and enormous possibillity. Every people live their own life and time is never stop running, we all live into our flow of fate, we let our fate to lead us into our future. So we must keep fighting for our life and make our fate leads us into a brighter future :D Good night all~~