Back to december

wuahh... my favourite month of the year finally come. December... why do i like it so much? yeah, since i was small i really like christmas, so everytime december arrived, the touch of christmas always comes to me haha.. i don’t know why but i feel that christmas could bring a warm feeling to me. that’s why i like it. i love the atmosphere so much. and this time is my first christmas outside indonesia. in here i could feel the deeper feeling of christmas, maybe because of winter hahaha although i would love if it will snow. these past few months were really hard for me. because i’m still in the state of adaptation. since i’m still not feel like i’m one of them. i felt really small here, like a tiniest drop of water that people would not bother to care. yes indeed i’m so lonely! although my roomies is also indonesian but... but... there were so many reason that made me in this state. right now i’m stuck in a position which i can’t do much about it. all i can’t think right now is just surviving while finding a possible way for me to enjoy all of this things. all i can do is improving and narrowing all the existing gap between me and classmate . so i hope, in this lovely month, as well as the last month that will bring this year to an ending, i can fill it with a happy memory, no more sad and lonely feeling. so that i could make the best december as weel as winter for me :) gogogogo...
never give up fedrik!
you can do it!
although it’s hard but you must able to do it.
remember.. you whom write this post right now is the one that just overcome the obstacle of the day.
so you can do it!
the storm will pass and sunshine will shine brightly again.. so keep you head up! face your world! enjoy it! cheer up!