HA dunno what to do anymore

i can’t really understand myself.. zzz how can i keep getting stress whenever i’m thinking of model-making aarrrggghhh and on top of it, it isn’t any normal stress ypu could get from exceeding homework or whatever. it’s the kind of stress u get from everything zzz... to put it simple yet exaggerate abit, it is kind of chronic severe kind of stress in addition of mass amount of deppresion, loneliness and GaLaUness. haaahhh.. what should i do to overcome this feeling. Is changing my major, excaping from architecture hell, will do? hufftt i need a lot of meditation. maybe i will do it everytime on my winter break. it’s gonna be a hark winter break. yeah.. even i have class and no holiday in christmas. -_-.. i really want to get away from this major but i don’t know where should i change into. .___.
anyway i still have 4 model to finish and i spent my whole day in Galau-ing and manahe to do 0 progress. arrrgghh whatever... all i need to do is just survive until next year right? if just doing things is more easy than talking. =="