Insomnia

helloo there~ hehe.. finally after going through so much hardship, and the up and down state in my life, my design class is overr... yayyy *crying in happiness* okay.. let’s save that talk for later, and what i am going to state now is it is 5.34 A.M now! and i am still feeling so energetic. trying to sleep half hour ago and failed. and now here i am, grabbing my phone, writing some words, waiting for my sleepyness to come, accompanied by my noisy roomate. i dunno what kind of voice he is making. he is just keeping mumbling through his sleep. but judge from the sound, nightmare isn’t much a choice(?) or he is just too good in enjoying his sleep(?) Nevermind. Cool, due too my changing time of sleep, i have been observing all my roomate sleeping habit unavoidably. yeahh... actually my sleeping habit has changed drastically these past few months and i am officially became an night owl, just look at this, i am still messing with my blog when everyone has started to wake up. but what should i do, habit is just a habit hahaha.. so whenever i tried to sleep, it took me a lot of effort to do so and my mind will just started to fly over time make me began to think about my past time. like yesterday, i was thinking about my childhood times, when everything were still so fine, no stress, no burden, nothing to worry, the time when i can still live my day happily and innocently, the time when i was still learning how to live (and still until now), the time when i will cried everytime i was scolded by my parents or teased by my siblings as if crying could solve everything.. aahh~ miss those times alott... i just wish that i could still possess that innocent life, but it cant be help.. a wish is just a wish, obly a super miracle could grant it, as people will grow older and older, living another new days and leaving it only as memories. yeah.. it is nature law, the law that cant be break no matter how you tried it. unless the making of time machine come into a success and vastly become household utilities, and just then can we think over about all of this nature law. talking about time machine, there sure is something i wanna check about. maybe it is just my imagination or iam watching doraemon too much but i still remember there is some times in my past that happen a quite strange thing, that is still unsolved till now. but one thing, iam not sure is whether that was just my dream or it is trully happen. "It happened in one morning, when iam still a kid, i was having school that day if it is right, i wake up in a sleepy state and when i am trying to go downstairs, i thought that i slipped through the stairs, but in flash, i had arrived downstairs, left me unscarred as if i was never slipped. it felt like i was flying down through, my body felt so light, but afterall the memory is so foggy". i have ever heard things about guardian angel that could save you when you are facing danger. maybe it is true, that that time i was saved by it, because due to my falling position, i must be really scary to imagine. but just but i really want to make sure of it, by time machine of course hahaha... because i love mystery.. and solving it is just too heaven haha. The most stupid condition that i come up with is maybe that the me of the future that was going to make sure of that situation managed to go back to that time. and the situation is just like i said, but that time i feel that i was trully in danger and unconciously rushed in and save my past me, and because children memory is still so fragile plus the memory from after sleep, maybe it was altered by itself. so that makes me into my own guardian angel right? silly? hahaha thats so me.. i am too silly to be true wkwkwkwk.. But if my theory is right, why i dont feel that kind of  oddity anymore? or just i dont remember it? or the future-me altered my memories completely so that i dont remember any of our meeting, or just in the future the usage of time machime has been banned, ithas so much possibilities. i will end up insane thinking about it all. hahaa... but there’s a time mystery is better to be left unsolved. woaahh i have managed to write this much.. hehehe.. and it is 6.20A.M now.. yep maybe i can sleep now hahaaa.. noooo... i still have class at 2.. fightingg... one more week to the end of semester.. go go go...