Random night-dawn-morning

i don’t know whether i am crazy or something goes wrong in my head, but what i DO know is it’s 4.50 in the morning iam still fully awake, laying in my "not fluffy" bed, and letting myself exposed to the radiation of the cellphone in the middle of the darkness. these kind of bad habits has last for about 4 days, and iam started to feel that 4am is still to early for sleep. literally like 11pm in my school days. thus my mind kept thinking in wilderness, thinking of nonsense thing, like "i think it’s better for me to move to europe or Amerika, because it suits me better. i don’t need to get all stress about this alien language,  the miscomunication between classmates etc. and of course i wont get a jetlag wkwkk..
My days is just like the usual, (you know how it is) the only good things is just i have finished all of my works for this semester. and finally i can get relax and doing everything i want, everything i want to do when i cant, without any burden in my heart. yeah.. because at least in a weeks i was having 3 to 4 kinds of different homework, and each could take a day or half to finished. just imagined, even if you have a free time, even just a little, can you really relax your mind, soul, and body, relaxly like relaxa ._. Ofc no... how could you... it is like one of your feet has been restrain with a chain that restrict your movement. But when i think about it, as soon as i started my first day in architecture school, emm.. no maybe when i got admitted in the department. ii have been bind tightly with the unescapable fate. errr... so, i am felling so much at ease now.. iam soo relieveddd... but i didnt last long, just a couple minutes later, i got a news that my WINTER assignment will be collected on 25 february, and you will have your design studio that includes presenting your assignment in front of class on 26february. WTH with this schedule!! i will be arriving in taiwan at 26feb in the afternoon.. ju st tt.... OMG it sucks! the very first day of the beginning of the new semester, and i will have to face this shitty class. t.t 天啊啊！i.am.just.speechless. just when this class wont keep annoy mee! -_- it.makes.me.hates.and.hates.and.hates.this.major.even.more aarrrggjhh bebek panggang cappucino lahh!!