there is no normal day for me, nothing good happen in my day, instead of just my sleeping habit has been wrecked out of the journal, everything has been turned upside down, my day has become night and vice versa. i wake up at 4pm and stayed in my bed for 2 hours reading manga, and this was how i started my day. i took a shower and went to the canteen afterward. i went there with one of my roommate, and then he invited another 2 friends to eat with us. it has been a long time for 4 of us to be gathered together, since i didn't have any similar class with three of them while they did! yeah, architect is destined to be forever alone. everybody said that architect only friends is with fellow architect. unfortunately this theory didn't work on me which made this even worse. we all talked so much, but i only joined in the laughing part, because whatever i said, my roommate will repeat what i said but in a stormy way. so what's the point of me talking anyway. so i stayed quiet for the rest time until they asked me why am i being so quiet and asked me to talked about my architect life. but i declined because i dont feel like to talked about it, also they wont understand it though. since they are so happy in the uni not like me. and everytime i talked about it my roommate like to give me that look. the look which mean just what iam stressed for. i dont even have any exam. whatever lah.. iam tired about it. i dont want to debate it anymore. he kept unhappy and want to show him to other that he endure much more hardship than me. yeah i must admit it. watching movies and playing games all day is much more stress than doing home work all days. iam just being too lebay. satisfied??! iam sorry my roommate is a nice guy, but this thing annoyed me so much.. == ahh maybe iam just too sensitive.. forget it. i hold too many grudge against the people in my university. Noooooo the biggest is towards my classmate, i hate it everytime i looked at them, second one is my only indonesian senior.-. actually i still have one senior but he has changed his major. i hate him so much. everytime i asked him, he will answers me with an answers which was not related or he will just read me. fine.. he did this to me often, and i dont want to asked him anymore, which was also not much a help. i dont hate my other senior. i understand she is too busy with her work. i admire her so much for being able stay in this major.. hmmm... actually i got irritated with my winter homework aaahhhh... the teacher just give me a paper full of the topic of the homework without any explanation. wait he did explain something lalalaa... he said this homework must not be really hard since you guys have learnt it back in highschool. yess themm!! but not me!! wth!! grrr... i need to finish this homework before i back to indonesia but is is just so fvkng hard.. i dont have any clue about it.. ohhh why is it like this -.- anyways just forget it.. this is just any random thought to ease my anger. okay bayy..
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